http://www.borderlineblog.com Borderline Personality Blog: Healing - Coping - Improving Fri, 27 Jan 2012 01:11:06 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en I'm self employed. As an internet marketer, I advertise products on my websites, collect a commission, and then get paid the following month on or around the 15th. The problem is, many companies in my industry take A LOT of latitude when it comes to making timely payments. In most ... http://www.borderlineblog.com/borderline-personality-meets-the-customer-service-agent.php I've been trying to meet women on eHarmony.com for just over a year now. I've been out on a couple "eHarmony dates". Unfortunately, these dates didn't really lead anywhere. The more distressing problem for me, however, is getting my foot in the door with my matches. I visit every profile ... http://www.borderlineblog.com/thoughts-for-eharmonycom-users-with-borderline-personality-disorder.php One nice aspect of the holiday season is that it forces families to communicate with each other to coordinate gift ideas, travel plans, and plan meals/parties. Even families that are usually non-communicative and Spartan like suddenly feel a surge of social energy. This is the case with my family; or ... http://www.borderlineblog.com/its-all-in-the-family-me-bpd-brother-major-depressive-disorder.php One problem that has caused me considerable grief over the years is my "nervous stomach". I call my stomach that because whenever I'm in a performance situation or suffering anxiety, my stomach experiences intense "butterflies" followed by nausea and vomiting. This problem was particularly pronounced when I ran races on ... http://www.borderlineblog.com/i-have-a-nervous-stomach-triggered-by-thought-alone.php As I wrote before, I've been suffering a bad spell of depression. I spend most of my day sleeping or watching TV. I only work about 3-4 hours at most. I've started eating junk food as a way to feel better and pass the time. I have no motivation to ... http://www.borderlineblog.com/should-i-see-a-new-psychiatrist-for-medication.php Despite the fact my internet business had record website traffic and customer acquisition for the month of September, I've spent the majority of the past 2 weeks in bed, depressed and feeling miserable. Even worse, I've felt utterly empty, lacking any desire for life. I feel more content dreaming in ... http://www.borderlineblog.com/i-feel-empty-and-worthless-i-have-no-desire-for-life.php