Apr
28
Envy, Envy, and MORE Envy
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I’m not sure where envy, or the desire to have what others have, fits into the BPD persona. I think it may come in where the feeling of emptiness resides. If you feel empty, you probably long for what others have, because you perceive their reality to be better than yours.
My feelings of envy have […]
Apr
25
Big Mistakes I’ve Made, Part 3 - College Crazy Love way too fast
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If you take nothing else away from this post, hear this: Spend the first few weeks of college searching for friends, NOT lovers. Why? Read on…
The first day of college was depressing for me on many levels. Although most wait with eager anticipation for their first day, my first day was a mix of sadness, […]
Apr
22
If you look back at TV in the mid 80’s to early 90’s, you’ll see a lot of things that you probably wouldn’t see now. As a child, I can vividly remember watching many TV shows that no longer exist, mostly because it’s been 20+ years and the entertainment landscape has changed. So, without further […]
Apr
18
Big Mistakes I’ve Made, Part 2 - Stubborn Crush
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Between the ages of 13-18, I experienced having various crushes and love interests for the first time in my life. These new feelings, which everyone has during adolescence, gave rise to a very stubborn crush - one which I never acted on and completely barred me from meeting others who might have been interested in […]