Mar
5
Weight Gain: Too much Eating, Too much Sleep…Can’t Get Motivated
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As of the past 4 -5 months, I’ve probably weighed the most I’ve ever weighed in my life. At this point, I am technically “over weight” but not noticably fat or obese. Old shirts now show a little beer belly, and old pants are tight around the waist or don’t fit at all.
My Diabetes (Type […]
Mar
3
Shyness, BPD, and Inexperience combine to isolate me from others
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I’ve read a few other BPD blogs, and some of them talk about how BPD affects their relationships. Overall, most comment on the mood swings, rages, idealization/devaluation, and falling in or out of love quickly. Most of these people appear to be generally extroverted. For them finding a relationship is not a problem, it is […]
Mar
1
Parents, Especially Father, believed in corporal punishment and ridicule
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Many BPDs of both sexes report backgrounds of child abuse: mental, physical, sexual or combinations thereof. The presence of these elements in childhood and the teenage years HEAVILY contribute to many issues related to BPD.
In my case, I was the victim of mentally and physically abusive incidents. I say incidents because when comparing my own […]